I got started with dope like anyone else. Bored, everyone else was doing it, i wanted to be like everyone else, yet insist i was different. My first experience was from one of the most amazing girls ive ever met. She handed me some red pills before class, and 2 hours later, i was pissed, i felt nothing. Then right as class was ending, i noticed i couldnt focus, and started sweating, i went pale, felt like i was going to faint. I couldnt think, luckily we were watching a movie and i just had to make sure that the teacher didnt notice i was sweating all over the desk. Bell rings, im in a daze, i make it to the hallway, the girl with the pills is talking to me, but i cant hear anything, she looks worried, and i look down and my hands are white. I start walking home, my house wasn't too far from the school, so i just stumbled home in a confusing mess, my perceptions were shot, changed, i didnt know what to think of it. I get home and my little brothers are watching the little mermaid, this only confuses me and i stand staring at the screen for 30 minutes, backpack still on, door still open. My mother stared at me for a long time, later i would get to know this stare quite well, but to me right now it was alien. And that was it, that was the start.